The Anticipation Is Agonizing

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Next Friday I begin the first step in the long IVF process, my Lupron injections. Thankfully I have done injections for my previous 3 IUI cycles so I am not intimidated by that and it is one less thing to worry about but I have to admit that the anticipation of going through the process is killing me! I am such an impatient person when it comes to waiting for things to happen (I am obviously a do-er) that the anticipation begins to kill me. I am ready for it to be over and know the results so I can plan the next step, whether it’s more treatment or a nursery. I just need to know. I wish the entire process was not so long. Don’t get me wrong, I completely understand it and the process associated but it doesn’t mean I have to like it! Okay, I am done with my rant now.
On the other side, a dear friend will be going in for her second retrieval next week and I am focusing (anxiously) on her treatment and results and sending positive prayers and baby dust! She so deserves for this to be her turn!

Until next time! My love is with you!

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About thepcosandinfertilityjourney

For almost two years I have felt so down and alone trying to maintain a normal and happy life since I realized that my husband and I would struggle to create a family. I began to second guess everything in my life, have I done the right things, made the right choices, is it my job, is it where I live, what is it and what can I do to make it better? Then, one night while laying in bed it hit me, and the words just started flowing. I have always loved writing and when I was little always wanted to be an author but never had the inspiration of something to write about; now I do. I am going to share my story, my struggles, my hopes, my fears, my triumphs in the hope that it will help someone else going through the same rollercoaster that I am the way many books, blogs, and chats have helped me cope. I will share with you how I am determined to make sure that one of my life’s dreams are not shot down and the obstacles I go through to get there.

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